Reflecting on the past month, I realised that there's always this nagging feeling at the back of my head that my jc class is not good. After some thought, I concluded that this was not the problem of the class, which I have always assumed, but rather a problem with myself. Somehow, i feel that there's this gap which i cannot bridge with my friends. i cannot understand why, but it just seems that i cannot fit in well with others. i think i m the sort who just floats from clique to clique but never able to fit into a clique well. perhaps i m destined to live life out as a loner. perhaps i m just someone who can survive in a social web of relationships but will never be a part of that web. issit because my eq is low (which i really think it is the case)? is it because i am not the conventional type of person as others have the impression that i m nothing but just a pure mugger? (this is probably because of my doing and i am afraid i hav to undo this tricky knot myself)
shermon blogged @ 8:13 pm
name: ong kah han shermon
b-day: 12 feb
pri sch: pei chun public school 1996->2001
sec sch: raffles institution 2002->2005
jc: raffles junior college 2006->2007
bmt: cougar coy, platoon 3, 01/08
ocs clm: delta wing, platoon 1
ocs svc term: air wing, flight 3
ocs pro term: afs, c3 wing
unit: ???
ccas: rinpcc, ricsc, rj club alchemy, recas